Bad times.........

One thing is i learn from my last experiences is that I can't get anything easily it may be written in where ever He(almighty) writes. "Jab tak Bhagwan kas ke baja nahi leta tab tak usko mujhe kuch bhi dene me taklif hoti hogi". Lekin ab to aadat pad gayi hai. I have perfect solution of BKU (bhagwan ki ungli), just behave like you already got a lot of problems to care. And right now you are not ready to take new one. Nahi to wo zaroor koi na koi tension de deta hai. I didn't blame him for all the situation has been created before me. Because I know many people will abuse me like khud to kuchh karta nahi uper se bhagwan ko kosta hai, aisa nahi hai mai kuchh nahi karta but why should I clean other's shit. I should be responsible for my own shit. Tab to hadd hoti hai jab kisi aur ka kam karte waqt mujhe baate sunni pad jaye. It's true that situations were better from the past and I was little happy. Lekin ye khushi jaisa ki mujhe pata tha BKU zaroor paresan karegi waisa hi hua. so what I should do. Be quiet and wait. aur kuchh kar bhi to nahi sakta. B.Tech complete karke Hydrabad me hi sift ho jana hai. I have plan to leave the entire past life. bas matlab bhar ke relations, jo achhe se nibha sake. Relations are maintain on the behalf the happiness of the people. If you are not happy then you should leave it. It is not completely true that the "realation are created in the heaven", there must be some exceptions and those exceptions really makes life hell of some people.